Whoever said What you don't know can't hurt you was a complete and total moron. Because ... for most people I know, not knowing is the worst feeling in the world.

i just read that, and it brought me back to thinking about these past months. I'm happy i found out, and i'm happy i left him. I've been so much happier, and i feel like i've grown a lot. it's been two months and i can stand on my own two feet. There are days he'll come to mind, but that quickly passes. It's never "i miss him", it's always "i'm so happy i caught that before it got ugly". I don't miss him, i don't want him as my friend, and i never want to speak to him again.

I've been living my life at it's fullest.

we'll see!

New blog, new words, new chapter in my life.

My old blog.

it's not gone, i just can't stand rereading all of it everytime i write something new.

I don't think I'll ever listen to someone else instead of my gut feeling like that ever again.

i was taken for a fool, and i let him do it.

i've realized what i did wrong, and i won't let it happen again.

i'm tired of all the bullshit i went through.

we no longer speak, he was cheating on me all along,

i guess i knew it, but didn't want to.

i'm going to be a better, stronger, less trusting person,

and i'm fine with that. i won't be ever taken for a fool again.

i can only rely on myself, and that's all i need.

everyone else just makes life better, but at the end of the day,

all i have is myself.

living my life for today, not for the past.

i'm a stronger person, but i won't always be like this.

i'm completely independent, and i don't rely on anyone.

my heart is fine for now, until the next heartbreak.

but it's what makes life that much better,

taking the risk.